Good bye for now

Am actually totally devastated - I am leaving today to Namibia for 6 days.. without the kids... and I do not know whether I will manage the time without them well. I will miss them terribly and I hope they remember me when I come back (am sure Venotjari will, but who knows whether Unovandu will too...). I have mixed feelings about going and am dreading having to say goodbye, becuase I know I will burst into tears - could actually cry now...